I found something interesting about myself. After trying many things in the past 28 years of my life, I found out that nothing can fulfill me more than “accomplishment”. The pure joy of doing something meaningful and prosperous is unimaginable. The moment that I’m able to finish something is more interesting than anything else I’ve ever tried, and I tried many things!
Thus I decided to give it a shot; I never fully utilized my potentials, I never gave it all. Maybe I was “really” good, I just didn’t knew it. I never was tired of my work and was never fully optimized my life. Now I’m trying it, with the journey I started last year in gym, I found out that I’m capable of doing many things, I saw real progress in my physique and how healthier I became. I did it and it was good. Now I want to do it professionally, trying to maximize the focus in work and achieve goals.
I’m proud of myself, I’m becoming a better version everyday, moving to Germany had its own challenges but I really like it here, people do things when they say it. They are not so nice but you can trust them. I see sometimes how much simpler things are here and you get to focus on what you really like doing, like sports or work. This is a luxury I never had in middle east. And now with conflicts in Iran, I guess I should just keep going.
Wish me luck! I hope I can do this!
[Image captured at Loheland near Fulda during the Ph.D. students excursion in June 2025]